Sad Dump.

Just hard coming to terms with some things.. It's really hard, and I don't know why I give up and move on. Part of me wants to keep chasing someone who doesn't even want me to chase them anymore. I just don't understand what was so wrong with me? It bothers me to no end. Every sign I send that I'm upset he doesn't even get it until I say something. He's not a bad person but.. Just really? I don't understand.. I wonder why I even bother anymore..